Drowning.
Circling the depressed drain. I've been trying to cling onto the sides for as long as possible, but I feel like I'm in a hole, and I'm never getting out. Like people are so far above me they can't see me.
Which is fine. I'm kinda withdrawing from everyone anyway. I don't want to see anyone, do anything, talk to anyone, finish anything, start anything.
I'll act it out anyway but I feel like my mask is slipping. I feel people can see me, the inner me. I feel like a bad person, an incomplete and lesser person. Like a faded carbon copy of what a normal person is.
I feel like I'm fading away, but I'm still right here.
I'm still here.
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4 comments:
Chin up sweetheart.
You have done fantastic the past few years, Passing your nursing exames, passing your driving test, etc. You have done a lot of great things so try not to lose sight of that.
If you ever want a cup of tea/ glass of wine and a good whinge, you know where I am! :D
Look at that..
I can't even spell exam!
Right. That's it. We have to meet up for lunch/dinner one day. I'm flexible and kid is no longer really a kid, so no constaints there.I have been off, as you know, so have just read a large part of the last 2-and-a-bit months entries altogether, and it's not good. Phone me. Sorry had to put you off today, but office is funny about visitors nowadays....
It's okay. I'm balanced. I know that when people say no its not because of me per se, but other things in the way.
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