So tired most of the time. Sleepy McSleepson here.

So tired most of the time. Sleepy McSleepson here.

I used to believe that I could change the world. I used to believe that one person at a time I could make a difference, that life was a process of trying to enable people to find their inner good, embrace it and change.

Now I'm not so sure. Now I think life is a barely manageable series of disappointments and defeats in the words of Frank Turner, and you can only do your best.

I am an idealogical coward and simply too tired to fight the good fight anymore. Gone are my revolutionary days of protest, demonstrations, petitions and letter writing, of challenging the perceived wrongs and indifferences that motivated me to fight.

These days I embrace apathy and the greyness of it all.

Monochrome delirium. Keep your rainbows and your sunshine, the world is really just varying shades of grey.

Oh plus I'm losing hair by the metric fuckload. Distinct temple balding, actually fucking balding and frontal thinning. I suck.