I would change so many things. Most of all I would change myself.
Sometimes I feel so invisible I get lonely.
Other times I wish I could disappear completely.
I feel my entire life is a lie based on how I think people want or expect me to react, I feel I don't know who I am anymore. I don't know where I'm going or even if theres any real point to it. To any of it.
Midlife crisis or just general crapness? Who knows. I am but one person lost in my own misery, amongst the misery of everyone else.
Thursday, 23 July 2009
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3 comments:
Thats a very sad posting. It's no help to hear anyone else say you should cheer up either, although that's what we all wish for you. You have lots of friends, and are cared for, and there are any number of people you can turn to if you need a shoulder to cry on. Call one of us.
Here Here!!!!
Call you what?
har de har.
No, seriously I'm a pure walking bag of misery atm. I'm not talking to anyone until I'm a bit more chipper because I am a walking cliche, don't want to post too much on here but I've backslid massively into a critical mass of shite depression I've pretty close to where I was headwise a few years back.
Thinks its med time from the doc. Its that bad.
Although there is no reason that they know of I'm going bald, if my hormones come back fine its looking likely that I've probably got some form of alopecia, and I do not have Gail Porters bone structure.
Am investing in bandanas
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