Updates:

Boring bits out of the way first. Today I bought, packet of smoked salmon, 2 packs king prawns, 2 HUGE Finest Christmas puddings, 2 packets of Chicken kievs, a big bit of roasting beef, packet of pork and apple sausages, packets of Lorne sausages, 2 packets of back bacon, 2 double pepperoni pizzas, packet of fresh beef meatballs and a bag of chips. for £12. Go the cheap shopping.

Also Husband is not being made redundant! This is good news! Not as much of a pay increase as we had hoped, but the job is there which is something.

I also got my exam results back. I got 3 A's. This has led to some serious soul searching over the past couple of days. I have come to the conclusion I am a miserable cow. Seriously. My oral Exam marks, out of a potential 100, I got 100. 100/100. I could not have scored any higher so why am I disappointed in some way? I don't know what I was expecting, I mean I've always pushed myself to acheive as best I can, so why when I acheive the top mark am I not overjoyed?

My placements grading was an "A" too.

Instead of going online and getting my grades and thinking "Fuck Yeah! 3 A's!!" and I could think was "Oh. Right. " My cooments sheets were good in that they detailed I had "excellent theoretical and practically applied knowledge underpinning the course", it is "evident that I take responsibility my own learning". Uni is pleased with me.

So why am I not?