I am so tired,

My life is shit. Literally shit. I clean it, I look at it, I note it up. Then I come home and walk the dog and pick it up again. Spent today wrist deep in the stuff and no, I am not joking actually wrist deep if I had place gloved hand into pile.

Anyway, IN OTHER NEWS:

Had an issue with leaving patient naked whilst bed bathing, felt could have at least covered bottom half whilst bathing top, just you know, I think that regardless of age you should respect the boaby, just saying like.

Got soaked taking another patient into the shower. Thats a serious design flaw right there.

Had to perform search and rescue for one patient who was trying to make bolt for the door. In his wheelchair. "Where is X?" "He was in dinig room a few minutes ago" "Ah bugger. Right you check that end". As he was going to "Aberdeen" (fictional city for confidentiality reasons)after assuring him he could not go to Aberdeen, telling staff nurse I had him, we took a wee dander around the hospital instead, and I asked him to help me work out where everything was as had just started. This was successful and he stopped trying to escape to Aberdeen. For now. Have no doubt will try to escape again tomorrow.

Managed to get there for 7:40 am though, which is good going I think. Leave house at 6.

Left hospital at 3:30 today and got home by 5:10. So just shy of 4 hours travelling time. Going to bed in like 18 minutes as utterly exhausted. Fell asleep on bus in what can only be described as coma.

I am going to be a whippet the time I finish in here. Its constantly hot, so you are drinking loads. Sometimes the work is scunnering. The time you do get around to eating, I'm shattered and thirsty. So drink more again. Sweaty thirsty and shattered.

Husband gets a "FAIL" card tonight as he is away on management team thing. So I have to walk the dog. Which doesn't sound like much but seriously cannot emphasise just how tired I am. Do you know he's had the cheek to put me on "Wife Points"? I get points for making him breakfast. nice dinners, acts of kindness and carnality. I get point deducted for cheek, back talk and failure to obey whims. I think this is what I get the points for as asking how to earn points gets you points deducted as "I should already know". Its like matrimonial Eurovision.

Oh aye, I passed all my exams and coursework. Only that shitty 42% one annoying me. Am actually temptred to resubmit as its annoying me that much. Its a C but its rubbish.

I know I have control issues and can be academically hard on myself, I expect at least a B. If I get 96% I wonder where I went wrong for the other 4%, but seriously 42% ? I also award myself a FAIL card. Was going to reward self with a massage. Not now. Am away to whip self with dog leash or something.