Raging. Actually RAGING

Right. Theres a girl on our course who it would appear is not the full shilling, Lets call her "May" for the sake of discussion. And no its not me. She has fallen out with one of the other girls in our group. Now this happened 5 weeks ago. First I heard of it was today. So this tells us its either a) not a hot topic of conversation, or, b) I'm seriously out of the gossip loop. Either way I don't care but its relevant as it strengthens my position. Read on.

Now on Tuesday we are all in lecture except May and another group member (NN2). May and NN2 come in for part 2 of lecture.

I now get news today that May has alleged (yesterday) that we were all talking about her on Tuesday, and shes really upset, and paranoid and feels we are bullying her (This is me, NN1 and NN2). What the actual Fuck? 1. She was never mentioned on Tuesday. 2. She wasn't in lecture so how could she "personally" hear what we were supposedly talking about. 3. She was sitting 3 rows in front of us, so unless she's went and had bionic woman hearing fitted I don't see how she could hear. 4. How could NN2 be involved in this when they were actually away for coffe together before rejoining for second part of lecture?

Just to make it clear we were not talking about her in any way, shape or form. She was never mentioned, not even in passing. She has now unleashed the Fury. The Fury of Me. Bear in mind I text her to check she's no had a breakdown in the time off, get notes when she's off, and check on her if she's walked out a lecture to the toilet and has been gone for a length of time. We all do. Why? I wonder that myself now.

No fucking way am I getting accused of victimisation and harrassment, especially when I've not done anything. Am so angry am having to resist urge to pull her aside and tell her to get a grip. She is now studiously avoiding one of the other girls accused who has tried to phone her to see what the problem supposedly is and has dogged uni for 2 days. I'm steering well clear. I can actually ignore someone for 3 years.

I'm going to see my tutor tomorrow to get my side in. May has already been brought to the attention of the uni previously due to coping issues with personal life and course, so uni are onside. No way am I letting this spiral out of control/escalating to an official complaint if it hasn't already. The buck stops here.

And I mean it. She can go copulate vigourosly with herself with the raggedy end of a pineapple if she thinks I'm taking this.

See what happens? You try to be nice and it bites you in the arse. Fuck this. I'm going back to being the wierd anti-social goth who doesn't talk to anyone. Fuck this social shit.